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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:15:57 GMT -5
before it would have been a good thing
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:17:08 GMT -5
but it wasn't a good thing
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:18:36 GMT -5
she had this guy over at her house on friday
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:19:35 GMT -5
she told me her dad said "well i guess since you like this guy we'll be seeing more of him" so she showed him some pictures of this guy
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:20:34 GMT -5
i was her boyfriend for 4 months and she never had me over to her house, she never told her parents she had a boyfriend, she never gave me a picture of her, she never wanted a picture of me
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:21:53 GMT -5
what's that song, i know i have it on my computer, just can't remember the name, there's something in it about how i loved her and it hurts so bad to find out that it ment nothing
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 25, 2001 17:23:26 GMT -5
she lied to me, she said she loved me, she never loved me, how could anyone, i'm just a screwed up kid, yeh i'm nice, i'm smart, no one cares, i'm just a screwed up kid who doesn't talk much
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Dec 26, 2001 12:15:35 GMT -5
she lied to me, she said she loved me, she never loved me, how could anyone, i'm just a screwed up kid, yeh i'm nice, i'm smart, no one cares, i'm just a screwed up kid who doesn't talk much she just as fucked up as Rokki and seems to be a lil slutty Moosey, you know I love you, you are my lil sweetheart *hugs & pets your lil head* |
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 26, 2001 12:42:45 GMT -5
no, she's not f'ked up, but you're right about the friendly personality, heck a few days before she broke up with me she even told me she found herself flirting with a lot of guys, she didn't love me, she said she did, and she's the one who said i didn't really love her, yeh she was my first girlfriend, but think about it, love is a feeling, it's an attraction, the first time you have a real crush on someone you know you have a crush on them, it's an instinct, and love is just a gigantic crush really, maybe i don't really love her, but if not then i hope i find a girl that i will love, a girl that will love me back, because what i felt for stephie was great, she made me the happiest i have ever been, and if what i feel isn't love, then i can't even imagine how great love will make me feel
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 26, 2001 13:50:59 GMT -5
why was she ashamed of me? i'm a decent guy, i have good grades, my GPA is 4.168, i'm a responsible guy, i'd wager that i'm one of the most responsible students at the bemidji high school, but her parents never even knew that i was her boyfriend, i never went over to her house, never met her parents, but this mike whoever the hell he is that she likes was over at her house, and her parents know that she likes him "that way," all they knew about me is that stephie had been over to my house a few times to watch movies
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 26, 2001 13:53:54 GMT -5
maybe this mike shithead goes to her church, maybe that's why she wasn't ashamed to have him over, i don't go to the same church, she goes to the penticostal church, i go to the roman catholic church, she said i don't know this mike, so maybe she knows him through her youth group or something else through her church
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 26, 2001 13:58:57 GMT -5
she says i need to move on, find another girl, not hard to find another girl, there's something like 1800 students at my high school, the only problem is finding a girl that i want to be my girlfriend, and the hardest part, having her want me to be her boyfriend, i know of only 3 girls who have ever liked me that way, 2 are nasty bitches, one of which is rokki, and the third is stephie, it was so hard to get the courage to ask her out, and i knew that there was a 99% chance of her saying yes, but still it was the hardest thing i've ever done, and i've climbed a 70 foot cliff, with big soled hiking boots on, i've also climbed those fake cliffs
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Dec 26, 2001 20:43:16 GMT -5
looking at my own history with guys, it seems that the ones that appear to be good guys like yourself BUT actually are very naughty boys, grab us and pull us into their sheets.
um, nice guys do finish last, and for a good reason. once we reallize how horrible life is with these pretenders we feel blessed and yet totally fucked up that such wonderful men like yourself would ever love us.
i hope that helps you with women, it might not cause i dont think anyone, but me, will ever admit to that reality.
good luck sweetheart, and everyone is fucked up in their own lil way
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 27, 2001 13:46:25 GMT -5
there's this girl who i guess i'm starting to like, stephie said move on, so i'm moving on, the last three days of school before the break we watched movies in band, this girl is in choir and band so she's there for half the time, she sat by me, probly only because she felt sorry for me cause i was sitting alone, but still, she did sit next to me, and i eat lunch with her everyday, she's a great girl too, but the only problem really i guess is that she has a boyfriend, or something, not sure, who's in alaska cause of the military, and she likes this guy she went to formal with, she likes guys who have trucks, are into cars, as in mechanics, and are macho, basically the stereotypical dumb jock, only they don't play sports, and i don't match any of that
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Post by Psycho Man on Dec 27, 2001 13:49:26 GMT -5
this girl is the one who made the candy canes into a heart, i talked about that at rob's board
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