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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 1, 2003 1:56:06 GMT -5
noticed there was a new thread but my screen was saying it was posted thursday and that it is already friday forgot to change my time difference here when everyone else fell back an hour so now it says the right time, but the new thread is gone  |
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Post by Psycho Man on Aug 2, 2003 0:56:09 GMT -5
did someone eat it? do you remember what the topic was?
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Post by shedevil on Aug 9, 2003 20:26:38 GMT -5
Not doing much , just finished eating ...what are you guys up to ?
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 9, 2003 23:32:54 GMT -5
just home from playing Trivial Pursuit 20th edition with my Bobby's mom. she is basically my mother-inlaw. one of the few things i like doing with her. she is really smart and playing games calms her and lets her show off with out exploding and calling the cops.
her name is Donna, i bitch about her alot, well, used too
;D havent been accused of trying to kill yet this year ;D
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Post by shedevil on Aug 10, 2003 0:16:34 GMT -5
just home from playing Trivial Pursuit 20th edition with my Bobby's mom. she is basically my mother-inlaw. one of the few things i like doing with her. she is really smart and playing games calms her and lets her show off with out exploding and calling the cops. her name is Donna, i bitch about her alot, well, used too ;D havent been accused of trying to kill yet this year ;D lol...any plans to marry ?  What state are you in ? |
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 10, 2003 8:50:49 GMT -5
Arizona
and we figure we'll get married once we are millionaires
that word doesnt look right, screw it, everyone should know by now that i cant spell.
basically, do to the comon laws of Arizona we have a common law marriage without the legal paperwork and such. we have been together for so long, if we were ever to split, we could actually sue each other for support. but that wont happen. we are friends first, lovers second. ;D
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Post by shedevil on Aug 10, 2003 14:50:27 GMT -5
My best friends from Arizona, I go there alot, to damm hot though...Friends first , thats the way its supposed to be |
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 10, 2003 23:26:12 GMT -5
i hate Arizona. I am from Southern California my drugaddict father got a car crash crippling himself two days before Christmas, so my mom took that time to file for divorce and restraining orders against him for all of us. she only had a parttime job and 3 and a half kids to take care of, so my grandparents took it upon themselves to move in and pay all the bills. they wanted to move after conviencing my mom to leave her job after giving birth to my youngest sister. we had to go with them or have no where to live. moved to Show Low Arizona, really nice place but shitty people that act like they are better than anyone else. Then my grandparents got another hair up their asses and had to move again to Kingman. i have a few mental disabilities and some physical ones that werent approved by the state as disabling till last year. so i have social security for my mental problems. thing is, my younger brother and my father also are claiming ssd for mental disabilities. they desided to do a check through all of the medical records. i turn out to be the worst in the mental sickness area. other than rage, which i have mentioned to you before, there is my extreme fears of people and leaving my home, my safeplace. i even get scared when people come close to my home or call on the phone. so now i live here in a house i had my grandfather buy for me with my bobby and my lil brother in the back bedroom. trapped, not by normal things that people complain about, like job, kids, etc. i am trapped by my own mind. now you know why i am always around, lurking and such. spouting off at this or that. and post so much about food. i can cook and like food. i try really hard not to have it be the main thing in my lil life. i force myself to control the urge to constantly munch. so i concentrate on when i eat having it be the exact taste i want. a pleasure more than a need. ;D  |
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Post by Psycho Man on Aug 11, 2003 1:27:51 GMT -5
i hate the phone, i wish it was never invented, but then the internet probably wouldn't have been invented either, whenever the phone rings, i hope it's not for me, when i've been home alone for the weekend i've had to order pizza, everytime i get extremely nervous before calling, my heart races, then afterwards i'm proud of myself because i was able to do it, i guess now i'll just order from pizza hut since it will be easier because it will be someone i work with who answers
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 11, 2003 1:44:05 GMT -5
i hate the phone, i wish it was never invented, but then the internet probably wouldn't have been invented either, whenever the phone rings, i hope it's not for me, when i've been home alone for the weekend i've had to order pizza, everytime i get extremely nervous before calling, my heart races, then afterwards i'm proud of myself because i was able to do it, i guess now i'll just order from pizza hut since it will be easier because it will be someone i work with who answers and you can order Pizza Hut over the internet now too ;D |
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Post by shedevil on Aug 11, 2003 15:14:34 GMT -5
Im in Southern California...which part are you from? Sorry to hear about all that , must be hard. Yeah the post about food were a trip ...What have they diagnosed you with? Do you have kids? |
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 11, 2003 19:36:25 GMT -5
i was born in Oceanside, lived 8 years in Escondido, and 7 years in Vista before being dragged to Arizona cant have kids cause when i hit puberty certain chemicals werent released and stuff. i dont know everything that i have, but i know i have this form of arthritis that i was born with so i had horrible arthritis in my knees by 8 years old. just gets worst with time. then there is the bubble between my brain and skull that doesnt like it when the air pressure changes so i have fierce migraines. sinusitis which i never believed was a real illness till i looked it up. asthma. agoroaphobia type b, antrophobia, depression, OCD, PTSD, panic, rage, ADHD, and short term memory troubles that get worse as i get older (its a genetic thing that i got from my grandmother). i know there is more cause my files had to split into three different piles ranging from 3-5inches thick. pretty colored stickers are on them. and i am a hypochondriac which realy messes me cause i sit there trying to realize am i really sick or is it just my mind fucking with me. i try to constantly be honest about everything. try to explain why am so flacky ;D |
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Post by shedevil on Aug 11, 2003 22:29:25 GMT -5
i was born in Oceanside, lived 8 years in Escondido, and 7 years in Vista before being dragged to Arizona cant have kids cause when i hit puberty certain chemicals werent released and stuff. i dont know everything that i have, but i know i have this form of arthritis that i was born with so i had horrible arthritis in my knees by 8 years old. just gets worst with time. then there is the bubble between my brain and skull that doesnt like it when the air pressure changes so i have fierce migraines. sinusitis which i never believed was a real illness till i looked it up. asthma. agoroaphobia type b, antrophobia, depression, OCD, PTSD, panic, rage, ADHD, and short term memory troubles that get worse as i get older (its a genetic thing that i got from my grandmother). i know there is more cause my files had to split into three different piles ranging from 3-5inches thick. pretty colored stickers are on them. and i am a hypochondriac which realy messes me cause i sit there trying to realize am i really sick or is it just my mind fucking with me. i try to constantly be honest about everything. try to explain why am so flacky ;D Its all good , no worries, I wish you the best of luck  |
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Post by Psycho Man on Aug 12, 2003 1:53:22 GMT -5
i get monday and tuesdays off, although i got called today, but didn't answer, i've gone in three of the six days i've had off so far, today was the fourth day they called, we have caller id that shows on the tv, i wasn't up the first time, but i went out and checked when it was ringing, saw it was pizza hut, and went and crawled underneath my bed just incase my mom had answered, like she had down the three other times
tonight i wanted pizza, from pizza hut, i had my mom call, and i hate answering the door too, even though it would have been someone i know, so i had her answer the door, i only answer the phone or door when i'm home alone, at pizza hut i'm supposed to answer phones to take orders, i've worked 14 days so far, i've answered the phone once, when the cook and i were the only ones in the restaurant, the manager and waitress had gone out for a cigerette break
i've been asked to teach a few classes, just this past year (my junior year) my trigonometry teacher asked me if i would teach another teacher's algebra class while that teacher was at a funeral, since i finished trig in half the time it took the rest of the class, and i just sat there doing nothing for fourth quarter, i'm fine if people come up to me one at a time and ask for help, but that would have meant having to go up in front of a class, in which i didn't know anyone, and talk, i knew i wouldn't be able to do it, so i had to say no, even giving presentations in front of a class in which i've known most of the people for three or more years, i have to force myself to talk, even when i'm talking to just one person i'll say the wrong words sometimes, i'll think one thing, but i'll say the wrong word, i hate it, even when i have something to say, which actually happens a lot, i just won't because i'm afraid the words i mean to say won't be the ones that come out, that especially happens when i'm not comfortable with the people or person i'm talking to, maybe i should just pretend i'm mute, most of the time when i say more then one sentence someone will say that's the most they've heard me say at one time, so it wouldn't be that hard to just stop talking all together
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Aug 13, 2003 19:33:19 GMT -5
i have an answering machine, people know to leave a message if they want me to pick up or call them back i go to Pizza Hut and order in person cause i know everyone and get a discount if the right people see me. ;D i know i am spoiled rotten i never understood trig. physics, chemistry, algebra, Calculus to a point, Geometry all easy as buttering a biscut. but trig didnt come to me naturaly and when i tried to learn, i just couldnt grasp it in 6th grade i was the teaching assistant for excelerated algebra classes. that was fun and easy, basically i did alot of the grading and wrote the assignment on the black board i just wish i knew how to spell. i try really hard, harder than most people could imagine but it just doesnt stick. i have my dictionaries than anyother type of book. been thinking of getting Hooked on Phonics, but i get embarassed and never go through with ordering it.  |
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