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Post by Kong_Balls on Dec 31, 2001 22:25:01 GMT -5
Here I am...alone...my girls 2000 miles away...depressed...all my friends went to an invitation only party that I wasnt cool enough for...and I cant even get drunk cause I do stupid stuff if I drink when I'm depressed.  |
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Post by Kong_Balls on Dec 31, 2001 22:26:07 GMT -5
And none of my friends are online...so I cant even talk to no one. |
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Jan 1, 2002 12:48:30 GMT -5
*hugs*
I sorry Kongy, i'm not alone this New Year but I might be next year.
My lil Ether is dying and we dont know how long he will live. It depends on stress and diet and exercise and stuff, but the doctors keep uping his meds.
i dont know, i dont want to think about it but i always end up doing so
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Post by Trooper_D on Jan 1, 2002 23:05:38 GMT -5
Note: Depression is not the way to start a NEW YEAR, I was alone to but I caught some movies and did other stupid shit..... Its all good!
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Jan 2, 2002 10:29:29 GMT -5
True, but I am severly depressed, it says so in my medical records
but i smile alot so its okay
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Post by Trooper_D on Jan 2, 2002 19:50:26 GMT -5
Someone like you shouldn't be depressed, people like you and me are depressed when together or something like that
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Post by Psycho Man on Jan 3, 2002 15:13:54 GMT -5
hmm, me too, they even have me on two anti-depressents, they've been helping some, which is good, i've gained 8 pounds since june True, but I am severly depressed, it says so in my medical records but i smile alot so its okay |
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Jan 3, 2002 22:26:07 GMT -5
Someone like you shouldn't be depressed, people like you and me are depressed when together or something like that [shadow=Pink,left,300]its seems to be genetic or something when it comes to me. according to WebMD.com there is a 70% chance i will die do to suicide thanks to my wonderful family history. and that is only the second one on the list, first comes homicide, someone is going to murder me I guess cause I had like a 98% chance of that. I think its more likly that I will kill someone before they kill me. then again, i am just a bloodthirst lil freak with a Godfather complex who has a filing cabinet full of plans for taking over the USA or just creating alot of havoc and shite. I dont know, they find me to be an oddball. I dont fit the cookie cutters of mental health shite. I dont follow the comon trend of others with some of my symptoms. Zoloft seems to help with the fear and OCD but not depression. I dont know, i just dont know. I can sit and talk to goth people and just totally depress them. I just say what i think with a smile on my face and they end up under a shadow of dread. i am just fucked up, then again, everyone is one way or another[/shadow] |
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Post by Trooper_D on Jan 4, 2002 0:11:05 GMT -5
You know I don't want you to think about suicide, I've been there, it feels like your whole world is collapsing. I'm glad I had the power and strength to don't do it, in a way it made me stronger.
As for the murder, your killer will be Fixxxer, what a prick.
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Post by Lucky Kitten on Jan 4, 2002 2:35:11 GMT -5
You know I don't want you to think about suicide, I've been there, it feels like your whole world is collapsing. I'm glad I had the power and strength to don't do it, in a way it made me stronger. As for the murder, your killer will be Fixxxer, what a prick. Fixxxer is to much fun to torture to kill right away, but i already have some plans for him. *grinning just at the thought of it* |
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Post by Psycho Man on Jan 4, 2002 15:38:57 GMT -5
well, i've made plans to do certain things in certain buildings, kinda like a song that i use a name i took from it, torture, well just go look in the sinners part of ether's board if it's still there
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