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Post by Postwhore4 on May 3, 2004 6:58:53 GMT -5
...ahem...the things bothering me now are....
1.The person I like is too good for me.
2.I'm being used by everyone!
3.My dad's an alcoholic
4.My mother hates me
5.I'm stupid and doing my junior cert soon
6.I'll disopoint my mother again
7.I can't stop cutting/burning/trying to kill myself
8.Everyone hates me
9.I hate me
10.I'm not meant to have problems
11.EVERYTHING!!!
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Post by Lucky Kitten on May 3, 2004 18:20:42 GMT -5
 everyone is meant to have problems. its part of the trial of life. sure, some peoples are worse than others. i am sorry sweety, i wish life would get better for you. i hope you dont succeed at killing yourself. i would miss you. havent seen you in a while, and have been missing you, worried about you. i am sure i am not alone in this. Psycho Man, he used to hurt himself, well i think its used to. but i hope he doesnt still. you might want to talk to him. he is great guy and has been through a lot. seems things are starting to pic up more for him now than when i first met him. if nothing else, i know he will listen. i am here for you too sweetheart. |
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Post by Psycho Man on May 3, 2004 22:48:04 GMT -5
there are definitely people here who don't hate you, in fact, i'm pretty sure we enjoy your being here. Rita's right, i did hurt myself, took me 5 years but i haven't been depressed for months now, not even for two consecutive days, actually this whole year (school year) has been so much better, but gets increasingly better. and i haven't hurt myself for two years, well it will be two years in a few weeks. i have felt the urge to, especially since what i really used to like to do was cut myself so that i could drink the blood, which got addicting and i still get the craving for the taste sometimes, but i stopped doing that, at least stopped purposely cutting myself in order to do that. but hurting yourself is not good, it just leads to more self destructive behavior, sometimes it's possible to just stop, but sometimes it takes a conscious decision in order to stop.
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Tracer Bullet
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Post by Tracer Bullet on May 7, 2004 0:46:56 GMT -5
I hope that you're alright Deb.....  |
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