i just bought a fedora

[Psycho Man]

a few pics of the hat i just bought on ebay

[Psycho Man]

now i just have to find a cool black and white pinstripe suit

[Psycho Man]

and of course you have to have shoes like these to go with a pinstripe suit

[Lucky Kitten]

;D

very very cool sweetheart

ever thought about a Zuit suit?

[Psycho Man]

that might be cool too, but my first priority is a pinstripe, i haven't even been able to find one i like, actually i think i did, i can't remember, lol, but there's the whole size issue, i'm well on the scrawny side of average

[Lucky Kitten]

there are so many retroclothing shops online

i am sure one of them should have something you like, being able to pay for it is the other problem.

the sites i know of take your measurments and make the retro styles a perfect fit for you and you alone

i am dreaming of a corset. found the perfect little french site to create exactly what i want. just gotta find the money to pay for it.

good luck moosey

[Psycho Man]

i found a great one at www.stelladottir.com but there is no price and i think they have to take the measurements, so no luck, but at least now i have a pic of one i like

[Lucky Kitten]

woo hoo

spiffy sweety

now you have the look, just gotta get the fabic cut, sewn, and on your body

some luck is better than no luck

better luck to you babe

[Psycho Man]

lol, that would be awesome to go to one of the dances next year in, but then again i've only had bad experiences at dances, and i don't just mean bad music

[Lucky Kitten]

i know what you mean

i never went to another dance after my sixth grade "prom"

that was pure hell

so, for my junior prom i went bowling

senior prom i spent watching movies

and as for homecoming dances and the like, i never paid attention to when they were so i dont know what i was doing.

i spent my graduation ceremony in Yuma visiting my great grandmother that died last October.

she died while we were on the way down to visit her. hadnt seen her in five years, finally can go visit her, and i see her laying in her bed. mouth open, eyes clothes, she died in her sleep watching soap operas. i said hello by fixing her hair and good bye by helping the coroner remove her from her bed. sorry, i havent talked about it since it happened. never a peep, till today.

when i was a little kid, and my great grandfather was still alive, he owned an avon bottle in the shape of a gun. he used to keep it on his night stand. he figured it looked real enough in the dark that an intruder might just rethink his plans for the night. when he died, in his bed, in my great grandmothers home, she kept that bottle. hehehee right there on the night stand. that and nestle crunch minitures are all i remember of my great grandfather and the link that was created with my great grandmother. one of her grand kids stole that bottle from her before she died. after all, some avon bottles are worth alot of money and most of my relatives are stupidier than dirt. she was loosing touch with reality and my second cousin, her grandson, didnt think anyone would care.

that little bottle is the only thing i have every wanted of my great grandparents. oh well i guess. i have Pops old broken cufflinks and my Granny's crystal cat necklace charm. that is so much better than absolutly nothing.

i dont remember it, but i am told that i was there when my Pop died too. his birthday was 3 days before mine. he died in June and the night of his burial the moon was blood red with a halo around it. i cant forget that moon. i dont know why.

[Lucky Kitten]

sorry sweety, didnt mean to go so far off topic

thank you for reading it though

i know you will, you always do, you always know how to make me feel normal for having feelings.

thank you Craig *hug*

[Psycho Man]

my grandpa died three years ago, my sister was a paul bearer, but also played violin at the funeral, so she wasn't able to carry the casket after the funeral because she had to deal with her violin, so i had to take her spot, she played ave maria, i hadn't cried until then, now everytime i think about her playing it i get really sad and usually start to cry, some people think i don't have feelings because i don't show them very often, but that's just because i've learned that most people don't care, so i don't show them my emotions; and everytime i hear that song, which has only been once that i listened to it since, i remember too, when i was going out with stephie she was in choir, and her choir sang it at their first concert while i was going out with her, so of course i went to it, and stayed and listened, if it wasn't her choir singing it i probably would have left so that i didn't hear it, but of course no one knew what that song means to me