Post by ether on Aug 17, 2004 16:15:07 GMT -5
I just can't quit drinking and I'm destroying everything around me... I use to have fun when I drank but now I just get angry... I've caused so many problems that I think I've screwed it up for good... everyone looks down on me now 
meh... i think i have had enough and am going to start working on it... but... who knows how long til the peeps around me get a break... um... yer a special dude!!! i know because, well the Kitten tells me so!!! ya gotta take it a lil easy on yerself... self punishment does VERY little to helping you change EVEN if ya want to... remember when we were kids and mom and dad punished us, that only worked to correct the behavior when they weren't looking. It's only if you want to change something that you will. And getting that desire is sometimes a VERY difficult thing to do... especially if we think we have to... or if we try to guilt ourselves into doing so.
